Your wife ordered this and left it for you. She still loves you but she craves BBC. If you dont let her enjoy the BBC she will divorce you. If you mention this file to her she will divorce you. You need to jerk off everyday for a month watching BBC porn. You need to condition yourself that its ok for her to have sex and give head to black dudes. In 1 month she will start her journey. She will start going out once a week after she is done she will go back to being your loving wife.
Become her cuckold or become her Ex-Husband
The choice is yours